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..Dia..

5:12 PM | Labels: farhah

bila aku makan Maggi...

aku teringat dia..

bila aku minum Nescafe..

aku teringat dia..

bila aku pegi Jusco..

aku teringat dia..

bila aku makan kek Secret Recipe..

aku teringat dia..

bila aku dengar lagu Westlife..

aku teringat dia..

bila aku dengar lagu Maher Zain..

aku teringat dia..

sekarang..

bila aku teringat dia..

doa dan Al-Fatihah jadi penyampai..

semoga dia tenang di sana..amin ya rob..

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..perpisahan,kerinduan..

4:34 AM | Labels: farhah

hari ni

SPM bermula..

tanpa dia..

perpisahan dengan arwah..

buat aku sedar betapa kematian itu sangat hampir dengan kita..

dan..

mati itu pasti..

al- Fatihah..

buat semua pelajar ISKANDAR batch Fondersi 0711

dan

adik Athirah..

wish u all the best for SPM..

semoga dipermudahkan dan dapat menjawab dengan cemerlang..amin ya rob..

p/s: sayang..kau tetap dalam ingatan (=_=')

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..goodbye's the saddest word..

5:25 AM | Labels: farhah

tecer masih rindu..

rasa cepat masa berlalu..

tanpa sedar..

dah lebih 2 bulan..

farhah tak bersama tecer..

tadi tecer jenguk farhah..

i do believe u saw it rite?

rindu sgt2..

sebak..

tapi tecer tak nangis..

tecer tahan..

i don't want u to suffer..

cukupla..

kalo farhah tau

tecer masih rindu..

i have to admit..

sometimes..

i didn't treat u as my student..

but..

as a close friend..

remember?

when something had happen to me..

u saved me..

u saved my relationship..

u wake me up..

how i really wish..

u were here..

kadang2 tecer terfikir..

if i could turn back time..

banyak benda tecer nak bgtau farhah..

paling penting..

tecer dah tau mksud msg ILY yang slalu farhah bg pd tecer..

bcos

i love u too...

tecer penah cakap pada mr k..

bila Allah kurniakan tecer a daughter..

i want 2 put ur name..

farhah..

as a remembrance..

but not farhah fakhira..

bcos for me..

only 1 farhah fakhira for me..

no one will replace..

ur special place..

in my heart..

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..sepi tanpa dia..

2:42 AM | Labels: farhah

dulu..

dia selalu jenguk aku..

kelibat dia dalam bilik guru..

bwk buku..

bwk pencil case..

sengih2..

kini..

aku pulak selalu jenguk dia..

tp..

dlm facebook..

dlm blog..

dan

pusara dia je..

menangis..

ya Allah..aku rindu..

sumpah!

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..noktah hidup..

5:56 AM | Labels: farhah

kini..

semua sudah ternoktah..

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..dialog antara aku dan dia..part 2

1:50 AM | Labels: farhah

dia: tecer..sy ada lagu nak bg tecer dengar..

tecer: lagu ape?

dia: ape lagu yang tecer tau dr kumpulan westlife?

tecer:tecer cuma tau uptown girl je..(sambil tergelak)

dia: (tergelak sambil tgn tepuk bahu tecer)...

apela tecer ni (menggumam sendiri)...

tak la..hmmm..

tecer tau tak lagu 'If I let you go?'

tecer: Ha!! tau2...

sambil menyanyi ckit part chorus..

"but if i let u go..

i will never know.."

kan2?

dia:Haaa!!!....

hmmm...lagu tu sy dedicate untuk tecer..

tecer:oh..yeke...

(sambil dlm hati tertanya2...nape plak lagu tu)

esoknya,tecer pun search lirik lagu tajuk tu..

( monolog dlm hati sambil tgk lirik tu)

tecer:oh..agaknya dia sedih sbb dah nak SPM..

nak tinggalkan skola..

tinggalkan aku...

p/s: dialog ni terjadi beberapa hari sebelum dia pulang

dan kemalangan..

yang tinggal skrg cuma dialog guru shj kini..

sbb..

dia dah tak mampu berdialog lagi..

tecer:baru aku tahu kenapa dia dedicate lagu tu..

rupa2nya dia dah tau yg dia akan tinggalkan aku...

al-Fatihah untuk dia..

walaupun kita dipisahkan dengan kematian..

tecer hanya mampu kirimkan doa..

wahai jiwa yang tenang,damailah di sana sayang..

'If I let you go..'

Day after day
Time pass away
And I just can´t get you off my mind
Nobody knows ... I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can´t find
The courage to show ...
To letting you know ...
I´ve never felt so much love before
And once again I´m thinking about
Taking the easy way out ...

CHORUS:
But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me
How will I know?
If I let you go ...

Night after night
I hear myself sayin´
Why can´t this feeling just fade away?
There´s no one like you ...
You speak to my heart...
It´s such a shame we´re worlds apart ...
I´m too shuy to ask ...
I´m too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I´m thinking aboutTaking the easy way out ...

CHORUS

Once again I´m thinking about ....
Taking the easy way out ....

CHORUS

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..dialog antara aku dan dia..part 1

1:32 AM | Labels: farhah

dia: tecer dengar tak lagu masa tecer amek payung time ari guru??..

tecer: yeke..lagu ape?

dia: lagu tu saya dedicate untuk tecer..

tecer:oh..lagu ape ye?

dia: one in a million -.-'

tecer: :) yeke..tenkiu dear..(nada terharu)...

p/s: dialog ni ms few days after teacher's day celebration

"One In A Million"

You're one in a million
Oh
Now
You're one in a million
Oh

Sometimes love can hit you every day
Sometimes you can fall for everyone you see
But only one can really make me stay
A sign from the sky
Said to me

[Chorus]
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us

I've been looking for that special one
And I've been searching for someone to give my love
And when I thought that all the hope was gone
A smile, there you were and I was gone

I always will remember how I felt that day
A feeling indescribable to me
Yeah
I always knew there was an answer for my prayer
And you, you're the one for me

[Chorus x 2]

In the beginning I was cool and everything was possible
They tried to catch me but it was impossible
No one could hurt me it was my game
Until I met you baby and you were the same
And when you didn't want me I wanted you because
The funny thing about it is I liked the show
I like it when its difficult
I like it when its hard
Then you know its worth it
That you found your heart

[Chorus x 2]

You're one in a million
Oh
You're one in a million

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..ingatan itu masih subur...

8:04 AM | Labels: farhah

see..aku dah tambah 1 countdown..

eh..countdown ke ~~anniversary~~...hmmm..

bukan nak kira berapa hari dia pegi..

tp..

nak tahu

berapa hari dah..kami dipisahkan 2 alam..

berapa hari dah..suara dia tak lagi aku dengar..

berapa hari dah..kelibat dia tak lagi kelihatan..

dan

berapa hari lagi..rindu kami akan bertaut..

ni last message dia dlm fb aku...

beberapa hari sebelom..

dia pergi tinggalkan kami..

p/s: hati ini masih menangis..

rindu ini masih jitu..

tecer sedey bla ummi farhah ckp

"lps ni dah takde org lg nk teman gi Jusco"...

farhah..tecer rindu..

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..tribute to her..

7:14 AM | Labels: farhah

Al-Fatihah..

buat insan yang tersayang..

Farhah Fakhira Bt Azli...

dearest Farhah..

maaf kan tecer..

sebab tak penah reply surat2 farhah..

bukan tecer tak cuba..

tapi tecer tak pandai susun madah bicara..

maafkan tecer..

sebab tak penah ungkapkan perasaan syg..

bukan tecer tak sayang..

tapi terlalu sayang..

maafkan tecer..

hingga saat ini..

masih terbayang senyum gurau farhah..

masih terngiang2 suara farhah..

seakan terasa kelibat farhah..

masih terasa hangat dan eratnya genggaman tangan..

masih teguh ingatan tecer pada farhah..

masih terasa kehilanganmu sayang..

sayang..

andai itulah yang tersurat..

andai itulah kehendakNya..

apalah kemampuan tecer untuk menentang..

semoga kasih sayang kita terus teguh..

dalam titipan doa yang dikirimkan..

damailah dirimu di sana..

sayang...

kakak: arwah farhah: adik

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..titipan doa buat dia..

8:13 PM | Labels: farhah

kaku..

kelu...

tiada madah mampu diucapkan..

hanya doa..

kuatkan semangatmu sayang..

kau mampu hadapinya..

ya Allah..sembuhkan dia..

pulihkan nya kembali..

seperti dulu..

amin ya rob...

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..memoir Qaira..

LOVE.LIVE.LIFE…

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..Dia..

..perpisahan,kerinduan..

..goodbye's the saddest word..

..sepi tanpa dia..

..noktah hidup..

..dialog antara aku dan dia..part 2

..dialog antara aku dan dia..part 1

..ingatan itu masih subur...

..tribute to her..

..titipan doa buat dia..