..memoir Qaira..

salam..
yay..Ramadhan dtg lagi..
semoga kita sama2 melipatgandakan lagi amalan kita..
and..
hope that this is not our last Ramadhan =_=
rasanya ini adalah bulan yg terbaik..
untuk kta sama2 berhijrah ke arah kebaikan..
for me..
its a path..for being insan..
for a being a good khalifah..
so aku berdoa..
and..
berharap agar 'penghijrahan' ini..
selalu dalam restu dan rahmat Allah..
semoga aku istiqamah selalu..
amin ya robb..
for inche fiancee..
kamu slalu ade dlm doa saya..
and..
saya juga harap..
saya juga slalu dlm doa kamu (",)
pray for us okie?

this Ramadhan..what i really wish for:
1) never miss any solat terawikh..unless keuzuran..
2) never miss reading Al-Quran...unless if ade keuzuran..
3) memperbanyakkan lagi solat2 sunat and amalan lain..
that's what I really wish and hope for this Ramadhan..
may Allah bless me thru all this journey..amin..

July lalu..banyak benda jadi..

banyak benda berubah..
banyak benda mengubah..
but i do believe..
thing always happen for a reason..
mengajar banyak perkara..
friendship..
hardship..
paling penting..mengajar aku..
erti rindu berjauhan..hehe..
ok..stop all the bunga2..
can't take it anymore..
hehe..

bulan July..
aku dah pegi kursus kawen okie..
anak mama ni dah bley kawen..
inche fiancee,kamu?hehe..
mama ckp event akan ttp berlansung..~ngaa..pdn muka :P
insyaAllah..
byk benda diajar
and
byk benda belajar..but
the most important lesson..
i promise to my own self..
i want to be good+great wife..
for my future hubby..
inche fiancee,kamu?kih3..

then..pulau tinggi..
nothing much..
just enjoy with those magnificient corals and reefs..
~ngaa...damn crazy la..
rase nk dok pulau je..hehe..



third..paling aku ingat..
majlis perpisahan pengurus Education..
sir Ezo..
congrats to u..
dapat tawaran jd lecturer kt londang
plus..DG 44 tu..hmm
rezeki kn..
me,sad?of course i am..
1.Edu hilang pengurus yg dedikasi..
2.aku hilang pengurus yg senang bekerjasama..
3.bob dah sorg2 kat koop tu..kenala aku jenguk slalu..huhu
4.budak2 hilang sir dia yg sempoi abes tp b'motivate tu..
5.aku rindu nk ckp bahasa melayu ngan dia..haha
6.paling penting sbb aku ngan bob sedih hilang kwn..
walaupun aku baru je dpt kenal dia..
i know he is a great guy..
org kata dia sombong..tp aku rs diorg jeles..
sbb sir ni hensem..walawei..
korg blom tgk dia pki bju melayu..
yg pompuan2 ni mst rs nk ajak kawen punye..hehe..
sir..joking k..
once u know him..korg tau dia sgt2 sporting ok..
like always i said..may Allah bless him where ever he is..amin..



forth..family day..
yang buat aku nampak bangang je this month..
bz ok..
ingat senang ke nak handle..try la handle kalo senang..
ckp besar..huh..
emo2..zafira2..hehe
after all..takde la bad sgt..
that's what i'm hoping for..
name pun family day..
kat waterpark plak tu..
tau tak..
zafira+air tak dapat dipisahkan..
ibarat air yg dicincang tak kan putus..
my skin kaler?
~ngaa..tanned abes..
i don't give a damn..
inche fiancee syg..nnt dah dekat2..I jg okie..
harga ttp same k..hehe


see..many things had happen..
so far..not all the bad moments..
some happy moments..
sad moments..
bad moments?
how i wish to erase that..
this is life..
full of suprise..
you can't predict your future rite?
but..
do plan it wisely..
so that..
you can always enjoy in your life..hehe

today..i feel so bored..
can't wait nak tggu esok..
i'm going home..
jay bee..yihuu..
meet my family..
my fiancee..
its been a very long time..
almost a month tak jumpe
inche fiancee..hee..
tak sabar nak jumpa mama,abah ngan adik..
damn miss them so mucho..huhu
tak sabar jugak nak survey brg hantaran..hehe..
nak balekk...

stress....

huhu

dedicated to..

ex-manager of education..

sir Ezuddin a.k.a sir Ezo..

may Allah bless u wherever you are..

firstly..

let me introduce..

Hj Suliman's daughters

the 3 gorgeous ladies..

me..

as the eldest sista..

as the most gorgeous..

the most brilliant..

the most charming...aumm..hik3..

ok..enough wit all the compliments..

in the name of Allah most merciful most gracious..

dear friends...

today, I've learn many things..

I've learn about the price of forgiveness..

about misunderstanding..

misinterpretation...

and..

being cheated by the one u love..

dear friends..

we might facing problems..

could be everyday..

have u ever think why?

this is what we call...FATE..

we believe..

things happen for a reason..

dear friends..

life is full of joy..

for those who enjoy it..

life is full of envy..

for those who can't accept it..

life is full of sorrow..

for those who can swallow it..

and..

life is full of love..

for those who appreciate it..

dear friends..

this is life..

problems occurred..

to test..

our maturity..

to face..

to fight..

to obey..

that we are only..

a servant..

for the most powerful Creator..

dear Allah..

please protect us..

to go through..

all the obstacle..

and..

bless our life..

till the last day..

of our life..

amin ya rob..

didn't notice..

today...

is the day..

the middle of..

I've been engaged..

and..

waiting for my wedding day..

masya Allah..

(=_=)

I always set my mind..

things happen for a reason..

for a certain thing..

i do value it..

i learn how to forgive people..

i learn how to forgive the person i love..

and

most of all..

i learn to value the friendship..

i learn to go through hardship..

i learn to be as close as i can..

to The Greatest Creator..

to be a good servant..

now..

the reason i might don't see it..

but..

i can feel it..

deep down in my heart..

i feel calm..

sooth..

I never thought about
All the things you have given to me
I never thanked you once
I was too proud to see the truth
And prostrate to you
Until I took the first step
And that’s when you opened the doors for me
Now Allah, I realized what I was missing
By being far from you.

Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
yet..

God's Love Letter Compilation

is the best balm..

given any time..